M.I.A
Yeah, so a lot has been going on. It’s hard to keep track of everything I’ve been doing. Last weekend was awesome though.
Saturday was my friend’s wedding party. It was all champagne, chardonnay, and cake. Michelle and Doron just got back from their honeymoon in Cancun. So they had to have an after party. I was looking forward to seeing them, cause I haven’t seen them in forever. Plus there was awesome food that everyone made.
Sunday was a bbq at my friend’s place. The weather was beautiful and it was up in the mountains, so no phone signal. Nobody was distracted by their phones. Kathy brought her acoustic guitar. We fired up the grill, ate burgers, had some drinks. Nothing but good vibes. I love weekends like these. Makes me more excited when it gets hotter in the summer.
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I love my mom, but she really gets on my nerves sometimes. Whenever she’s in a bad mood, I have to suffer. Anything can set her off so, I’ll just be asking her a simple question or making a comment.. She’ll blow up on me. It’s not like she’ll even bring up little things, she’ll say everything that I’m doing wrong. Even though it’s irrelevant to what she’s stressed about in the first place. It’s either my mom has really gone mental or there’s not enough communication between us. Thing is, it’s probably both.
Communication not only means just talking about your emotions but also being able to let that person see and understand exactly what you mean or feel. We really don’t have that kind of communication. Which kinda sucks sometimes.
The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.
